Do I not want to write anymore
Friday, September 14, 2012
Unfinished
Do I not want to write anymore
Monday, June 20, 2011
Sickened Muse
By: James Dubeau
Where is that spark
Where is that idea
Which will carry me
To the end
I need something
To write about
I need something
To dream about
Worlds to create
Worlds to live
Worlds to meander through
With rambling words
Filling the blank pages
But the spark
Does not come
No inspiration today
Not while I’m feeling ill
Not while I’m nursing this tea
My muse is gone
Away from me today
Hidden behind
The mucus
And illness
She will not return
Not until I’m better
And well rested
And full of spit and gumption
Monday, March 14, 2011
Little Miss Pixie
By: James Dubeau
Little miss pixie
Flittering about my head
Pleasing me in ways
That should not be
Bringing me things
That should not be had
Buzzing about
Amusing me
Annoying me
Why is it
When you are
No where to be found
I am lost
Monday, August 30, 2010
Dear Muse
By: James Dubeau
Dear Muse
How can I
Be inspired
When you torment me so
With that smile
And twinkle in your eye
Every time we meet
You leave me
Battered and bruised
My weary fingers
Cannot grasp a pen
It trips and falls
Before making a scratch
But your mark is there
Handprints upon the wall
A sign of the times
We had together
Marks that should
That could
That would
Wake me from this
Weary slumber
Shake cobwebs
From heavy eyes
Guide my hand
Across the page
Letting loose
Torrents of black
Upon the sea of white
An uninterrupted river
Of consciousness
Instilled by
Fiery passions
Which burn
Long and deep
Feeding me
Providing strength
Until I lapse
Needing you again
So my muse
This I must ask
Please
Leave me some vigor
Let me achieve
A full night sleep
For once
So that I may
Regain that
Which I had lost
My sanity
My mind
Drumming up poetry
And stories
For you
For me
For any that read
Monday, August 02, 2010
Twin Muses Dance
Twin Muses Dance
By: James Dubeau
Twin muses dance
Swirling
Twirling
About me
Ribbons of shear silk
Wash over my body
As I attempt
To hold their hands
And keep up
With the passionate dances
Youthful exuberance
Beams from one’s smile
Her eyes flutter with joy
But it is those eyes
That never quite meet mine
Always peering off
To that of another
Ages old wisdom
Radiate from the other
But her eyes
Never look with mine
To a future
Of inspired creativity
With her by my side
Two muses dance
Around me
Filling my eyes and heart
With joy
And creativity
And inspiration
My moment is now
While my muses are here
For me
With me
I should pull them close
Hold them tight
Take them up
On their offers to dance
Before the night grows dark
And my muses float off
Leaving me
Alone
Monday, July 26, 2010
Lying In Bed
Lying In Bed
By: James Dubeau
Lying in bed
Nothing is said
For I am one
Tired
Road dog
Eyes are red
Heavy with sleep
But my work isn’t done
As I lay here
Pondering about sleep
And dreading the day to come
Unfinished work begins to eek out
From these weary fingers
Something has gotta give
And with a little luck
A muse’s call is answered
It may just be a little something
For tonight
But I’ll take what I can get
And that is all I need
To fall asleep
Happy
Monday, June 28, 2010
Unproductive
By: James Dubeau
As I sit here
Drinking a beer
The words do not flow
They do not pour
From these fingers
Upon these keys
Could it be
Due to the noise
Rippling from
The room next to me
Distracting me
From what I seek
Or could it be
Because I am tapped
And no more good
Can come from this mind
For all my ideas
Have found themselves
Upon the page
Leaving me an empty shell
With no more to say
Or could it just be
That it all was just a sham
And that my muse
Has been gunned down
Long ago
And her last
Dieing breath
Was for me to go on
Without her
Even though
I am nothing
Without the guidance
The direction
She provided me
Only time will tell
If things will change
And if it will be
That I may find another
My search will continue
Until the end of time
For a new muse
Must be
Has to be
At the bottom
Of one of these
Bottles
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
Muse That Once Was Known
By: James Dubeau
Muse that once was known
Fluttered by my head
Again this evening
She held me tight
Caressing my heart
With her intoxicating touch
While
Whispering in my ear
That she cannot
Be my muse
From this day forth
My pen shook
Falling from my hand
At the sound of this news
No more could beauty flow
From the tips of my fingers
Upon the page
Nor from my lips
Or mind
A part of me has been ripped out
Left to wither and die
In the wake
Left behind
My muse
Monday, March 23, 2009
The Muse Strikes
He was startled to see the Muse standing in the doorway, blocking his escape. A wine glass fell and shattered, sending chilled liquid and razor sharp shards of glass skittering across the carpeted floor. Standing, arms outstretched in panic, he pleaded with the soon to be assailant, pleading for his life. The Muse would hear none of it. She was there for one solitary reason and nothing could stop her. They both knew it.
Her left hand reached out, grabbing his shoulder, pulling him across the low table. A water glass tipped, sending cascading waves of water to meet the shattered wine glass. Fingers flexed, filling the now silent room with creaks of leather bending and shaping to contain the clenched fist. The gloved hand reached back. Everything moved in slow motion, but it was over in an instant. Her fist smashed into his jaw, sending spittle and blood flying into the wall and hanging pictures.
He fell back onto the bench where he was sitting, dazed from the sharp blow. Leaning over the table he spat. Once, twice, three times. Three blood soaked marbles rolled across the table, the pool of spilt water cleansed the teeth. Satisfied with the results, the Muse plucked the teeth from the table. She placed them in a black leather bound book and handed them to her felled victim.
He grasped the book from her hands and opened it. Pages of the book were blank, save for the lines that ran across each page. The teeth dissolved into the pages as words seeped out. Line after line in the book was soon filled with words. With text. With poetry! His head rose from the book to look upon his assailant. As quickly as she had pounced she was gone. Three new poems were left in her wake, the only evidence of her presence.